at this very moment

i am craving san fransisco, i miss it so. the cold air, the people, the buildings, the water, china town, just everything there is there. although i've only been there twice, im pretty much in love with the city. i am so hoping i could one day live there, if i could afford the apartments that is. its my hopes and dreams, to live in san fransisco. it's what im going to do the second i get out of high school, find a college around or near there. im rethinking about the whole living with ashley in austin, now that i think about it im not so sure. i think i may want to pursue my own future without someone holding my hand by my side. i really think i would be ultimatley happy there and im going to try my hardest and give it my all to do it.