latley

here i go, i messed up, i fucked everything up once again. i was a shitty shitty person and now im paying for it. i guess i lost a friend today, a very very good friend. who meant alot to me and who i was very close with. i lost it all, now what can i do now? nothing, but mope. if i had a time machine i would, even though thats the cheesiest thing in the world. sometimes i hate myself for doing these things, i guess i didnt think. and now i lost a very important person in my life, forever.