latley

here i go, i messed up, i fucked everything up once again. i was a shitty shitty person and now im paying for it. i guess i lost a friend today, a very very good friend. who meant alot to me and who i was very close with. i lost it all, now what can i do now? nothing, but mope. if i had a time machine i would, even though thats the cheesiest thing in the world. sometimes i hate myself for doing these things, i guess i didnt think. and now i lost a very important person in my life, forever.

today thisday

was really good, i brought my camera to school and recorded a bunch of neat videos. im exited that tomorow is a half day! eeppp :)
i also really really hope i can see ashley this weekend, and hopefully i shall. i really also want to meet all of her new interesting people there. i think it would be magnificent. also, i patched things up with her so we're beyond good now. everythings ggeewwwwd.


:)

oh hey,

today was good, and the strokes are amazing

i want

a boy like this,


real baadddd

thursdays,

thursdays are usually boring. this one was alright, but not so boring. this morning ashlyn pierced my lip with a bobbypin, it hurt but not that much. then my stomach was feeling a little nauchaus but it eventually felt better. so i put an ear stud in it to keep it from closing up but it kept popping out, and now it's officially closed. but ohh well, anyways today aaron threw blue drink at me. then i threw pickle at him. hahh, so today in english it was kind of difficult because we had to do like 4 total essays within the period. ahh, i only did like 2 out of the four and did a shotty 3rd one, with like 3 seconds to the bell so it was only a couple of lines. it suckkss, but its okay because hopefully this weekend will be gewd. im going to eat some raspberry sherbert now so bye.

officialy,

i am officially moving. honestly i've been thinking about it for a while and i've came to the conclusion that im exited. when i first heard i was moving i had mixed feelings, only because of my friends. i absolutley hate where i am, it's a small drafty town with hardly anything in it at all. even though where im moving isnt that far away it is a different enviornment. so im exited im going to get a new start, and turn over a new leaf. i cant wait to move into our new one story house, and meet all the new people im going to be encountering. i really like change, and im sure this experience will be a good one. i'll make it.

artss

list

to do list :

french project,
read stiff,
algebrah homework,

daily sum up,

woke up exaughsted, tried to drag my tired body out of bed. got ready, drove to ashlyns, drove to school. parked car then walked inside, it smells like school. do you know how school just has a smell? i dont know, it's weird. so after school i walked to the parking lot and found ashlyn and johnny appleseed next to my car. expecting a ride like usual. so then i took them home and then started on my way home. today the drive was longer than i wanted it to be. when i got home i immidealty changed into something comfortable then went downstairs to fill my stomach up with rasberry sherbet and almonds. thats pretty much it so far,

oof,

im kind of in a weird mood. i want to feel better, :/
im going to go take a hot shower, it usually helps a bit.




--i wish i had a real british accent,
is it weird that i usually think in one?